He died last month because of it, D. [ And she couldn't stand by and watch. She wasn't there in his last moments, couldn't mentally handle it, and the guilt has messed her up. Made her feel desperate to do something. ]
It just gets worse and worse by the year. He doesn't deserve to fall apart like that.
But this place does mean it can be explored. It might be worse than what he's dealing with now, if it reduces him to a thrall or a puppet, or a blood-crazed beast, he'll have to die again to get rid of my curse.
I am willing to try it, if after hearing what it might do to him, he still thinks it's worth attempting.
...that's all I want: for you to try it if it's what he wants. I might have spoken about it to his older self before he... You know. He didn't think it'd help him given how far he was gone already but he told me to bring it up to his younger self.
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Date: 2023-03-26 03:55 am (UTC)It just gets worse and worse by the year. He doesn't deserve to fall apart like that.
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Date: 2023-03-26 08:46 pm (UTC)But this place does mean it can be explored. It might be worse than what he's dealing with now, if it reduces him to a thrall or a puppet, or a blood-crazed beast, he'll have to die again to get rid of my curse.
I am willing to try it, if after hearing what it might do to him, he still thinks it's worth attempting.
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Date: 2023-03-26 11:13 pm (UTC)